"Were you ever told you shouldn't wear such and such a colour, because "well quite frankly dear, you're too fat!"
Saturday, March 30, 2024
Size and Colour DO matter!
Background
Monday, March 6, 2023
LARGE, but in CHARGE© - Introduction
BACKGROUND
My crusade to inspire plus size women to see themselves differently from the perceptions of other people’s inappropriate attitudes started out in a very small way. The year was 1994. As so often happens with crusades it soon became a passion and grew beyond my wildest dreams.
It came as somewhat a surprise to me to learn that women everywhere found my small publications, e-newsletters and websites, appealing. Something I said struck a chord with them. Because of a number of things such as age, size, shape, weight, even looks, they too had suffered discrimination. This behaviour on the part of other people can have such an influence on our lives, that we begin to believe what we are told. “You’re unacceptable”. People with probably but not necessarily good intentions and people who wanted to exploit us, all gave us the same advice.
You’ve got to lose weight, become more like us, dress like us, do as we do, and even consider cosmetic surgery like us, to be accepted (by us).
The funny thing though is that they are never satisfied with how slim they are, how well they dress, or how they look. If they’re so besotted with looks and slimness that they’ll go overboard in an attempt to achieve the impossible, where does that leave us? Where we are right now - unacceptable in their sight! So why get stuck on the same merry-go-round as they are? And let me say here, it is most definitely NOT a merry-go-round. It’s a never ending battle with ourselves to become someone and something that we are not.
As I “matured” (what a lovely word that is - makes you think of top-of-the-range cheese and the best and most expensive wine!), I realised I’d never fit in with THEIR ideas of perfection. I wasted my time trying to fit in with THEIR perception of who I should be. Their opinion was that I should have no say in the matter and I should conform to THEIR demands without question.
If I met their demands I knew I would lose all my independence and become a puppet never to again have control of my life.
I then had a brilliant flash of revelation. If I didn’t want to conform to THEIR ideals, then why not learn to like and ultimately to accept myself as I am? This meant I was no longer subjected to turning myself inside out trying to please everybody else and never pleasing me!
I’ve seen too many women suffer the stings and barbs of inappropriate words and actions by other people; all based on size and looks. If you wonder why I focus my newsletters and booklets on women then my answer is simple. Because I am a woman I can speak from personal experience. Furthermore it is from speaking with women that I know my experiences are not isolated. More often than not it’s mainly women who are the target of unrelenting persuasion to lose weight; to be as lovely and seductive as the latest model/actress favourite and to look as young as a 20 year old. What is interesting and quite confusing however is to find how many modern men are now being pressured (are they really enjoying it?) into the use of makeup, cosmetics, body beautifying therapies and cosmetic surgery. Will they in time become more beautiful and attain the looks of young women while young women increasingly want to take on the skinny prepubescent young boy look? What is going on?
It’s an unspoken law that men growing older are seen to be attractive while a woman growing older is seen to be worn-out and a has-been. There are inferences and innuendoes that she hasn’t taken care of herself or her body, and therefore she deserves all the criticism thrown at her. The fact that she embodies womanhood through all its stages is lost in the mist of unreality. This unreality is taken to extremes and should be curbed.
Whether you agree with me or not when it comes to disliking our looks, shape and size, men are not our main enemy even though the media would have us believe it. Of course the fashion gurus who happen to be male don’t help the situation one little bit but we already know that. However, based on my personal life-experiences, I’ve come to realise that it is other women who cause us more distress than men. When someone - anyone - makes fun of us or causes us embarrassment based on their disparaging remarks, then we come to think of ourselves as being worthless and too often, we begin to lose whatever self-esteem we may have ever had. It is disturbing to realise our greatest adversaries are women - sometimes staff at boutiques and stores, sometimes our friends, sometimes our neighbours, sometimes even our family who try to convince us that we’re letting the team down and not “conforming”. They seem to delight in tearing us down and scratching out not only our eyes but stripping us bare of any dignity we may have.
Why? Are they so competitive and so unsure of themselves that they have to go out of their way to prove they’re superior to us? Do they hate us so much? If you listen to their arguments you could be forgiven for thinking their dislike of us is well-deserved. We just won’t take their advice and fit in with their plans and demands.
When I first wrote this booklet - Large, but in Charge©, (back in 2005 would you believe?), we did not have what is known as “social media”. Women (and I guess men too) have taken to this media with the greatest of enthusiasm, and I still find it hard to comprehend the depth of belief readers have on what they read on Facebook and others. I admit there is a lot of truth shared via this form of media, but by the same token there is a lot of unsubstantiated truth. People now get away with “tearing” another person’s reputation not to mention their life and their looks and their beliefs. Anger so hot that it represents a form of hatred about other people comes through in the words expressed in many Facebook posts. Many professional women journalists and reporters have deleted their FaceBook and Instagram accounts due to this vitriolic stream of abuse. Good manners and etiquette and politeness appear to have almost disappeared in our society. So it is up to us to deal with it the best way we can and the best we can is to believe in ourselves.
My argument against these people’s dislike is that I have a right to decide what is best for me. I’ve come to realise “attitude” is what it’s all about. You either have a good attitude about yourself, or you don’t. It’s not easy to change years of negative thinking, but it can be done, if you really want it to.
Coupled with attitude I would say both a sense of humour and common sense are also important. Why do we waste time in doing things to our mind and to our body which in the long run won’t work, or won’t last?
Let’s find the inner child within us, and let her grow as she is meant to grow. Into a beautiful, self confident, good natured, well mannered woman. Whether she is clothed in a well-endowed curvy body or whether she is naturally slim and svelte surely shouldn’t matter?
No two women are identical. We’re different. The differences between us should draw us together not tear us apart. We are unique beings, formed by the God of creation. Yes, we’re different but we’re the same. We are sisters.
Our experiences and observations of life can be the difference between having no self-esteem or a healthy and happy life built upon self-confidence.
Maybe our experiences can even impact favourably upon the lives of other women who hear and read our stories.
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Tuesday, November 8, 2022
The Song of the Ocean
Song of the Ocean:
“Moon on a canvas sail, such a beautiful sight;
Lost on a star-dust trail, on a mystical night
Wash of a million waves, calling to me;
deep in my soul I can hear,
The Song of the Ocean. “
ISN’T IT JUST AMAZING?
I had been wondering what to put as y subject matter for this post and of course I chose the Song of the Ocean. I'd been listening to the Charlie Landsborough rendition of this song, and found it hantingly beautiful.
Settling down after dinner I picked up my book to continue reading and this is what I found:
“They sat in contented silence for a while, sunset lit the ocean, a spreading stain of liquid gold. The sky glowed fierce fiery orange and pink streaked with purple, while restful blue stole down softly from the east, lighting the little stars one by one. Billy felt lulled by the rhythmic thunder of the waves buffeting the rocks below like a mother’s heartbeat.
Slowly the sea deepened to indigo and the sky to black, and the lighthouse on the small rocky islet a league offshore sent its beam sweeping out over the water and the rocks where the seals snuggled down for the night.”
I hope you, like me, am able to visualise the scene described. The moods, the colours, the textures, and the infinite wonder of nature.
Having left my book to give you the opportunity of sharing that lovely excerpt, I am now intending to fold myself up into my favourite chair and lose myself in my book again.
'til next time
Saturday, November 5, 2022
ADAPTING TO LIFE CHANGES
Early in 2020 as news of the Covid Pandemic hit the headlines around the world, many people thought it was merely a hiccough in the evolution of "normal" every-day life. How often people said the words, "won't it be good to get back to normal?" This was most certainly said here in Australia.
It soon became obvious that this was not to be the case, as the world and we as individuals had to learn to cope with increasing stresses and anxiety. Those who had lived through the years of the Second World War, as well as the following decades, in the main, settled down to following daily reports relevant to their own cities and countries health situations; taking note of scientific and epidemiology advice and following instructions on how to look after themselves and their families, neithbours and friends, by following the restrictions and rules laid down by the health authorities of that jurisdiction. We learned to regularly wash and sanitise hands, to keep physical distance from everyone else, and to wear masks.Vaccinations were then trialed and marketed.
Vaccination clinics and hubs opened; and people queued to receive their first and second vaccinations. Now there is the suggestion that especially vulnerable people (the disabled, the aging and frail, and those with multiple health issues) should prepare and book for a booster.
So matters of every-day living prior to the arrival of Covid became almost a memory. Things we took for granted - going to the cinema; going shopping for retail thereapy; meeting with family and friends; going for a picnic; dancing; concerts, stage shows, attending weddings; celebrating christenings; visiting older people in aged care; visiting family and friends in hospital; having elective surgery, going out to a meal as often as we could (or that we could afford!), suddenly ceased and we have been left bewildered.
Children have not been able to attend school; families have been unable to visit loved ones. Curfews stopped a lot of population movement, and city residents were unable to visit other regional and interstate areas, so travelling came to a standstill.
While there was, and remains, an element of people who have become angry about all these changes, there are others who have expressed their care and kindness in myriads of ways. Family members initiating schedules to ensure at least one member speaks on the tephone to a loved one at least once every day. (On the other hand, many lonely people in our society never hear from their families at any time.) Small groups of volunteers deliverying food and essential goods; people buying extra in their weekly supermarket shop - (not to store in the cupboard, but to literally give to their neighbours!). Church services made available online. Drs and Specialists providing telephone consultations.
Agencies manned by volunteers working from home, telephoning lonely people just to make sure they're OK.
These kindnesses continued during and between the Lockdowns (we've just come out of our sixth) showing that the changes to life-style wrought by the Pandemic has brought out the best (and in some cases) the worst of human behaviour.
YET ........ hasn't it always been the case throughout history? That life-style is not a happy story-book all the time. There are difficulties, there are challenges, there are hurdles to jump or to climb around; there are problems, there are natural disasters; there are tragedies told and untold. Wars, and pandemics. Poverty and starvation. Homelessness and Statelessness.
Humankind is resilient, for it has been created so.
And the history books and the memories
of generations of families confirm that this is so.
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
BRINGING EVERYONE UPTODATE
It's incredible how quickly time passes. 2020 and here in 2021, here in Melbourne (Victoria) Australia, we are in Lockdown again. Our Sixth Lockdown! So what does a "lady" do with her time?
Well, for an ageing gracefully (or outrageously!) lady, it's a matter of perspective. Attitude comes into it as well. No sense in becoming bored or cantakerous although I've been known to take on this attribute at times. No , it's a matter of doing what I've always done since I began my years in building up my "career". I've always been a "list-maker". Pen and paper accompany me at all times. It's also essential to remain focussed, to have a sense of humour and a determination often described as being single-minded.
It's also essential that the lists I make come into fruition. If not, I disregard that particular note and get on with other things. Just as important things, that is.
So with that, and with the re-introduction of my posts I apologise for taking so long since my previous thoughts. You'd think my excuse would be I'd been too busy, but sadly no. But I've done a heck of a lot of reading!!!
The other thing I've been doing over the past couple of years is also taking photos. Well, doesn't everyone? Especially if you have a smart phone of whatever brand. But I enjoy it, and it's been something that's kept me occupied especially during our lockdowns. So don't be surprised to see lots of photos of flowers and plants. Mind you, I guess if I looked around the internet I'd see that thousands of other people are doing the same thing. But I figure that this blog has always been about adjusting to life as it is, not as we would like it. So flowers it is, folks.
Saturday, June 13, 2020
ANOTHER NOTE DURING THE LOCK-DOWN
And don’t forget, there are many other women out there who feel the same way, and it’s up to each of us to take their feelings into consideration, and to pick up the phone, or to write them a short letter just reminding them of THEIR importance too!
** As with my readers, I am well aware that in 2020 and in these times of pandemic, there are women of all ages, who have no home, no roof over their heads, no money, no food, no blankets, no warm clothing. Women who through no fault of their own no longer have the advantages of even a small room. They’d love the opportunity of even having a telephone to ring their friends, if they have any, that is! What can we do to ease their suffering? Older women cast out by society and having to overcome the risks involved in living in cars, or finding a spot to hide in. I also think of the work our wonderful volunteers of all ages readily do in going beyond their personal safety boundaries caused by social distancing, every night to adminsiter their caring sharing to all the people out there living on the streets. These people too deserve thanks and support (moral, prayer and/or small donations to worthy welfare agencies, whether financial or practical.)
Sunday, June 7, 2020
YET ANOTHER WEEK IN ISOLATION .....
Wednesday, June 3, 2020
MISSING HUGS?
SYMPTOMS OF COVID 19
* fever
* dry cough
* tiredness
Less common symptoms * aches and pains
* sore throat
* diarrhoea
* conjunctivitis
* headache
* loss of taste or smell
* a rash on skin, or discolouration of fingers or toes
Serious symptoms
* difficulty breathing or shortness of breath * chest pain or pressure
* loss of speech or movement
Seek immediate medical attention if you have serious symptoms. Always call before visiting your doctor or health facility.
Fondest regards